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11:04pm 06/03/2005
 
mood: i dunno?!
music: it's not my house! what do u think i am keeping peopleawake?
ready?

i am moving back in with my parents.

the meeting happened as i said it would in my previous post. during which my mom apalogized for being so cruel/stupid/annoying and said that the entire family wants me back and that she never intended to make me leave in the first place. also there will be no remt, and they will pay for my college and other financial needs(hopefully this means car insurance/cell phone bill).

so really all that this entire 2+ month war ended up doing was sucking all of the energy i have out of me, and finally beating my parents, except in a less kaz moved out way. now i will have a social life and no more restrictions on really dumb stuff.

with any luck things won't be retarded anymore. if they do get out of hand i will leave again, hopefully it won't take so much out of me.

so yeah, i guess things might be returning to normal.... except that my parents won't be total ass holes about everything.

until l8r, i plan on resurrecting spazire, and the 30 day deletion thing certainly hasn't expired so why not?

the return of the spazmire! *queue lotr music*		  
     

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the dieing lj....   
01:19pm 06/03/2005
 
mood: confused
music: some ddr song in the background... psh 7th grader are silly
the past few days have held a lot of significance in my life, for instance i got my car, getting insurance, i now have a debit card and also my parents have finally trackdme down.

turns out my parents managed to access my cell phones voice mail box by calling cingular and asking them to clear the password or whatever. i guess fred left a noteworthy message too lol awesome. but on other notes my parents thought i was staying with jason miller. thats right, jason. i have no idea who told them this but they def get super brownie points, or maybe even cookie points.

unfortunantly my parents did find where i actually am this morning. i guess my mom called mrs. warren and ended up getting that information from her. oh well stuff happens.

so now mny parents want to meet with me at 7 tonight and talk about things. i also got a lot of information from mrs. dalkas meeting with my mom yesterday. so now i know what to expect and how my mom is going to handle this.

all i have to say is, i am driving over there on my own, and if anything happens i don't like i am outa there. even thought there are 3 people who would possibly try to stop me, they don't stand a chance if it comes down to that.

in other news, i found out what my mom did last monday andwh she was after my clarinet. she ended up talking to dr pop about this whole thing and the social worker (also my advisory teacher...) is going to pull me out of class to talk to me about this whole thing. i am not missing 4th period, even if i have to walk out of the room without permission or whatever.

all in all i don't know whats going to happen after today. it turns out my mom kinda wants to get me back. but i don't believe her. i think she'll get me back moved in and then i'll be fucked.

well i have hw to do, and not much time to do it, i suspect to be stuck over and my prents house for at least 2 hours if not onger since thats how long my mom managed to keep mrs dalka last night.

i'll check u on the flip side
edis pilf eht no u kcehc ll'i		  
     

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12:36am 05/03/2005
  I Am A: Neutral Good Human Fighter Ranger


Alignment:
Neutral Good characters believe in the power of good above all else. They will work to make the world a better place, and will do whatever is necessary to bring that about, whether it goes for or against whatever is considered 'normal'.


Race:
Humans are the 'average' race. They have the shortest life spans, and because of this, they tend to avoid the racial prejudices that other races are known for. They are also very curious and tend to live 'for the moment'.


Primary Class:
Fighters are the warriors. They use weapons to accomplish their goals. This isn't to say that they aren't intelligent, but that they do, in fact, believe that violence is frequently the answer.


Secondary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.


Deity:
Lathander is the Neutral Good god of spring, dawn, birth, and renewal. His followers believe in new beginnings, and work for the betterment of all. They have no preferred weapon, but they typically wear plate mail and a shield, with red and yellow tinting. Lathander's symbol is rosy pink disk, typically cut from rose quartz.


Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail)

  
     

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onto a more different post.   
12:06am 02/03/2005
 
mood: tired
music: none
well things are starting to feel more "normal" now. as opposed to feeling like i am just hanging out with chris and eamon and julia all day... although i am running out of energy stuffins pretty damn fast. i didn't start running yet which i had planned on doing about now, but my body already hurts, i have to wonder did i block out the pain of my parents? or delay it. i spose i'll find out soon enough.

i'm really struggling to make headway against my normal daily activities, much less go out and do things to set myself up for life. although today i did file a change of address. perhaps on thursday i will rest some, and be moved in by then. i'd like that i think.

however on the plus side, my normal life habbits that were almost out of the question before have become routine and bothersome when i don't do them.

i'm sry if i zone out in the middle of talking to you or anything like that my brain is trying to create a new feeling of identity, or a new interface with my current realit and it's never been used to coming home and not being yelled at, or to a lot of other things, like effective older brothers and younger sisters, or even the idea of sisters at all.

until l8r i will drag on.

P.S. jessica, u best be a changin my smiley faces back to normal. otherwise i might be forced to do something drastic. or even retalliate at all.		  
     

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12:02am 02/03/2005
  I scored a 49% on the "How Naperville are you?" Quizie! What about you?</b>

godamit, i don't want to be half naperville. i can't help i've done just about everything any kid could possibly have done here.		  
     

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05:45pm 28/02/2005
 
mood: confused
music: REO Speedwagon, keep on lovin you.
LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: ummm i don't know, i's kinda up for free napping during the day.
x. Saw you cry: family? ummmm?? melissa?
x. Made you cry: everybody
x. You shared a drink with: chris, it was sparkling apple cider
x. You went to the movies with: melissa, she took notes.
x. You went to the mall with: ummm lucas? oddly enough
x. Yelled at you: heh totally my parents
x. Sent you an e-mail: that would be lj.com and then jess's post on my lj

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: do brothers count as pets?
x. Been to California: yes
x. Been to Hawaii: no
x. Been to Mexico: no
x. Been to China: no
x. Been to Canada: yes
x. Danced naked: no
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: no
x. Had an imaginary friend: no

RANDOM TIDBITS...
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yeah
x. What book are you reading now: umm this lj test i am typing? i'm gonna start hitch hikers guide to the galaxy as soon as i get a shot
x. Worst feeling(s) in the world: i'd have to say parania/anger/depression attack. thats never fun and always ends up being worse after words. yes that is one attack
x. Future son's name: who's future son?
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: do couch cushions count? they are like stuffed cubes
x. What's under your bed: haven't looked, ever
x. Favorite sports to watch: hmmm perhaps swimming? worlds strongest men contest!
x. Siblings: 2 brothers, sorta
x. Location: the andersons basement computer room
x. College plans: NIU
x. Piercing/tattoos: nope, don 't really plan on it, although tattoos aren't out of the questions
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: yes

EXTRA STUFF...
x. Do you do drugs: no, i just get lucky lol
x. Do you drink: more milk than any other man alive? you noes it.
x. Who is your best friend(s): i couldn't decide right now, i have way to many friends doing so much for me to favor one would kinda shut out the others which isn't how i feel about all the help i have gotten
x. What are you most scared of: right now, my parents coming down on me with legal pursutes that they made up and getting sent to jail because of injustice in court rooms
x. What clothes do you sleep in: umm i have some sleeping shirts and a tang top.
x. Where do you want to get married: um??? who cares?
x. Who do you really hate: if your reading this, u know all well who i hate
x. Do you drive: yes, but my car was recently sabataged, and then taken capture
x. Do you have a job: to be the kaz
x. Do you like being around people: yeah, i don't really have a choice eithor lol.
x. Are you for world peace: i don't think it'll work, ever

STUFF...
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yeah.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: when i was young and weak, and my mom ruled with an iron fist
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i usually attach the strongest people first, then the weaker ones fall with greater ease
x. Want someone you don't have right now: no
x. Are you lonely right now: um i dunno, kinda. it's wierd.
x. Song thats stuck in your head right now: every rose has its thorn, poison
x. Do you want to get married: well for diferent reasons than is implied by this question yes. and someday for the correct reason.

FAVORITE...
x. Room in house: umm i don't have a house :(
x. Type(s) of music: i have ultimatley returned to being all-music accepting. although i do prefer rock/metal
x. Color: black
x. Month: february, so much shit happens in this month. my bday, my independance day, v-day uhhh p-day?
x. Stone: ? the one that is a key to my old house.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: try over a year and a half
x. Bought something: yes
x. Gotten sick: i threw up just this morning, 2 times.
x. Sang: yeah, audioslave roxors
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: hmmm yes/no
x. Met someone new: ummm hell if i remember, yes?
x. Missed someone: well yeah
x. Hugged someone: omfg try like 5 million, thats within like 12 hours.
x. Kissed someone: no		  
     

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Lo and behold   
11:52am 27/02/2005
 
mood: productive
many of you don't know who i am. but you already do i think. it's no coincidence that i showed up on your buddy list.		  
     

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